When i was a kid, i would sometimes wet my pants a little bit when i was doing something like waiting to jump out at someone to scare them. Weird.
I wasn't wearing diapers when this happened. Also as a kid, i had a desire to wet myself while wearing a few layers of tight garments. I remember
hiding in this toy box, wearing my underpants and fitted jeans, and trying to make myself wet them. I only managed a little bit.
It used to be more difficult to relax and wet my diaper, partially because it can be harder to do that if i'm aroused, and because i am well toilet
trained. I found it helped to be standing in a dark place, like a closet, or doing something that felt...furtive? Like looking out the peephole of
my door. These days i have access to proper diapers and pads and numerous garments that i like to wear over them. Its easiest for me to wet after
i've been holding it for a while and it's kind of painful--really gotta go--while i'm standing or bent over slightly, doing something mundane. That seems
to be the desire of many DLs. I've worn for the past three days at work, and managed to wet quite a bit. I've been wearing while doing the shopping and
running errands. One of my favorite things is to wet myself a little while browsing the store shelves.
Since my sensitivity to acidic drinks gives me over-active bladder symptoms, i play a game with myself. I hold it almost as long as possible.
I find i can hold my urine longer when i'm wearing a substantial diaper because i'm not worried about having an accident or being caught up in something
that would prevent me from getting to the bathroom. After holding it until it was painful, i let a little go. Then a little more. I rarely let it all
go in my diaper because i seem to produce a lot of pee! So once i'm wet enough to be concerned about leaking, i get to the bathroom and switch out, also
to prevent UTI and yeast infection. Although wearing a diaper that has been wet in to a certain extent can be highly pleasurable.
Holding it too long can cause UTIs, but training myself to hold it longer can be beneficial for when i'm not wearing. Once i realized that it didn't
matter how hard i tried to discipline my bladder back when i was drinking my decaf coffee and decaf mochas regularly--it was the acids in the drinks
that was causing the irritation and urgency--i changed what i drank.
Still really hard to wet while lying down or sitting in an office chair or driving. I really have to force it in those situations, which takes some
of the pleasure out of it.