babytrixie said:
I am a male who loves to dress as a female and when in diapers prefer pink dress and diaper but don’t ever see myself full time female as I also like being male. Does this make sense?
Greetings ...I have wrestled with this part of myself for nearly 30 years ...And only in about the last 7 that I finally realized that I exist in a Transitional state that Shifts Between when I'm feeling more masculine or when I'm feeling more feminine ....So have spent these years trying to tune myself to call on the best qualities of both sides to handle a given situation.
Takes a lot of time to get past the concepts that our parents and Grandparents did not have the capacity to see beyond .
My suggestion is that if you're intrested in it try to develop both sides. Explore both as deeply as you can..And find the balance between them.
In my life ...I'm the only guy in our group who goes hunting, drives a massive F350 diesel, and has to wash his bra and panties in "no scent" before we go out for the hunt...
I look at cabelas catalog for deals on ammo while relaxing in my miniskirt.
When I'm at work I tend to Have my masculine side out for the everyone to see but temporizing my decisions with my feminine personality.
It's not easy and I'm not saying I'm able to balance all this without any discomfort or ooccasional feelings of paranoia ..And it took a long time to get here...
But you're not alone as always and don't be afraid of being both male and female ...You can take the best of both worlds and become a Person Completely free of The chains everybody else would put on you