I'm not sure if this should go into introductions, but since I already introduced myself, I figured I'd post this here. If this is misplaced, please let me know and I'll delete and repost.
Anyway, a while back I got a sampler pack of diapers to experiment with, and found that I liked messing with the control aspect. Getting my body to actually relax and use the diaper was more of a challenge than I thought it was. It wasn't till I was on my 4th and final diaper that I let myself relax in the diaper, and realized how much more relaxed I was than at almost any other point in recent memory.
Then I was out!
So I got on, and ordered a proper case, and then had to wait till it got here. Well, it got here last night, and so tonight I actually get to use them again. YAY!!!!! As soon as I got home from work I ran to my room, put on a pair, and then put my pants back on and went to the store for some grocery shopping I was a little past due on (first time in public) No one noticed, and I even relaxed enough to let loose just the slightest bit while walking through the isles. Then I saw them... Binkies. Patsies. Pacifiers. Well, I thought this was an exercise in muscle control, relaxation etc, but now I'm pretty sure it's more than that. I'm lying in bed typing this up, diapered up nice and good, and I've had a patsy in my mouth for the past 20 minutes. I'm in heaven. This is just great.
Now the interesting part will be bringing this up to my B/F and seeing how he deals with it. He's pretty open minded about my other weird behavior (suspensions, etc) so I doubt this will be a big deal.
Anyway, I just wanted to share. I'm a new convert and this is really just the most awesome relaxing (on so many levels; emotional, physical, mental), great thing in the whole wide world.
Thanks for being here ADISC.