Hey everyone. I have a huge problem. Me and my girlfriend have been together for around 2 years now and I told her about my diaper thing around 1 year mark. At first she was shocked and then she slowly tried to understand it but now when I brought the topic up and said that I would like to try to maybe make it into a sexual kink which I have wanted for a longest time she went 180 degrees and this morning she couldn't believe it and said that it is not normal. We've been together for 2 years, but half of it she has spent time in china where she studies and I have been back home. She hasnt seen my in a diaper and the whole situation freaks her out. She said one time that this results in pedophilia or I have had some backlashes from my childhood. I need help badly cause I don't want to lose her. She is everything to me. The real question is How do I make her comfortable around me?