Hi there
I've been browsing sites and forums for a while now but have been hesitant to join any until now because I'm having a hard time accepting this side of me. I've finally reached a point of desperation in terms of needing to talk about it without feeling judged or uncomfortable. I'm just thankful there are other people who clearly share the same interest/desire.
I am recently married but mortified just by the thought of telling my husband about this as relationships and intimacy are already difficult issues for me because of sex abuse during my childhood/teenage years. I'm at a real loss and feeling particularly down on myself. Is anyone else in a similar position with any advice to offer? Regardless, thanks in advance ^_^
I've been browsing sites and forums for a while now but have been hesitant to join any until now because I'm having a hard time accepting this side of me. I've finally reached a point of desperation in terms of needing to talk about it without feeling judged or uncomfortable. I'm just thankful there are other people who clearly share the same interest/desire.
I am recently married but mortified just by the thought of telling my husband about this as relationships and intimacy are already difficult issues for me because of sex abuse during my childhood/teenage years. I'm at a real loss and feeling particularly down on myself. Is anyone else in a similar position with any advice to offer? Regardless, thanks in advance ^_^