LeMansLegend98
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So, I have basically been an abdl all my life (and I've accepted this for at least a few years), yet I was heasitant to actually try diapers for such a long time. Now, I'm only 19, but considering that I've had these desires which were so strong at times, I'm surprised I did not try it sooner.
Anyways, I must say that my first experience with diapers was actually sort of underwhelming. I felt like, the whole experience was sort of single faceted, and there wasn't that much variation. I tried wearing for the first time like a week ago, and I wet my diaper, and waddled around in it sort of, but as I was doing it I never really was thrilled by it. I tried diapers again last night, to see if maybe it would be better the second time, but it wasn't any better. It once again seemed monolithic. While I was doing it, I thought to myself *ok this is sort of fun but I felt like the thrill died rather quickly. I suspect that my years of abstaining from diaper use has allowed myself to "hype up"my first time in my mind. All in all, it was a good experience and I definitely learned some things about myself. But I don't see myself trying them too much in the future. By the way, I really support this site, it it very helpful, especially to people who are conflicted by their diaper habits.
Anyways, I must say that my first experience with diapers was actually sort of underwhelming. I felt like, the whole experience was sort of single faceted, and there wasn't that much variation. I tried wearing for the first time like a week ago, and I wet my diaper, and waddled around in it sort of, but as I was doing it I never really was thrilled by it. I tried diapers again last night, to see if maybe it would be better the second time, but it wasn't any better. It once again seemed monolithic. While I was doing it, I thought to myself *ok this is sort of fun but I felt like the thrill died rather quickly. I suspect that my years of abstaining from diaper use has allowed myself to "hype up"my first time in my mind. All in all, it was a good experience and I definitely learned some things about myself. But I don't see myself trying them too much in the future. By the way, I really support this site, it it very helpful, especially to people who are conflicted by their diaper habits.