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You all know I have been diagnosed OAB and urge IC, and I've been 24/7 over four years to handle it. Lately, though, things have gotten weird. There have been days when I'll go through the entire day on a single diaper and it won't even be all that wet when I change it. (And yes, I'm drinking a lot of water. And no, I get like no exercise at all. I'm a total lazy shit.) Other days it's like I have an open spigot down there.
But the oddest part of this is: no matter whether I'm wetting a lot or a little, no matter whether I feel I might be able to make it if I rush at times, one thing remains almost completely constant. When I change myself and empty whatever might remain in there, within just a few minutes my bladder will empty itself again with no warning into the fresh diaper. Now there will be very little there, of course, but that isn't the point: I can't hold this little bit at all, not even for an instant. And as I said, this occurs practically every time.
I think my incontinence has entered Bizarro World.
But the oddest part of this is: no matter whether I'm wetting a lot or a little, no matter whether I feel I might be able to make it if I rush at times, one thing remains almost completely constant. When I change myself and empty whatever might remain in there, within just a few minutes my bladder will empty itself again with no warning into the fresh diaper. Now there will be very little there, of course, but that isn't the point: I can't hold this little bit at all, not even for an instant. And as I said, this occurs practically every time.
I think my incontinence has entered Bizarro World.