…but it’s not the way you’d think. It all started off with my group of friends. I tend to be maternal and caring when I see my friends being cute. They obviously noticed it and started making cute faces and saying cute stuff on purpose, just to make me react a certain way. Btw they are not part of our community, at least as far as I know. They just do it for fun, and I take it that way. So after a while we said we are like a family with me being the mommy and them being my kids. We even made up their ages, even though most of the time we treat each other like adults. But the family thing became a long running joke.
So I recently met this guy. From the beginning he was very cute and once he noticed my reactions, he started being cute on purpose, clearly enjoying being cared for. And on top of that, my other “kids” started treating him as a new brother, being a bit jealous of him. Needless to say he quickly became a part of our “family”.
But then a strange thing happened. Me and this guy were in a bus, going somewhere, I was really tired, when he said I looked cute and that we switched the roles and I look like the child now. Well, I’m not used to that, because as sad as it is, I’m not really a very cute person, at least I believe so. If I try to look cute, it just looks forced and weird, so I don’t really try anymore. So when he said that, I was just shocked and immediately fell into the little zone. But I didn’t know what to do, because I’m not used to being little in front of other people, and I’m certainly not used to them responding the way I wished they did… Of course the more I was shy and confused, the more he said I was cute. I tried to deny it and get back into being an adult, but he said that he can just see it and that I should not fight it… It felt awesome and scary at the same time – when I am in that zone, it’s so easy to hurt my feelings, and I didn’t know what he would do.
Later that day, I did something he didn’t want me to do, so he got a little mad at me and said I need to listen to my daddy. That was the moment I let go completely and looked at him guilty and said I was sorry and if he still liked me... And he hugged me and said he would always like me, no matter what I did…
The next day we talked about it a little. I basically explained what it is like to be in the little zone, without using that term and leaving out baby stuff. I just told him how I feel vulnerable and unprotected, but also want to trust him completely… He seemed to understand that. And said he saw all that in my big cute trusting eyes (which of course made me blush again). He said we can switch the roles – sometimes I am the parent, sometimes he is. Which I’d really like. But I am still a bit confused about it. I don’t think he is a part of this community. I think for him it’s just that he would already like to be a father but isn’t in the situation for that yet. But he has these parental needs in him. And I am wondering, can this even work? With someone who isn’t a care giver in the sense we here understand it? And how am I supposed to act? I’m not used to being in this position…
I’m sorry for this long post. I actually thought about putting it to the stories section, but this is not a fiction, it’s all true. Anyways, what do you think? Has anyone ever been in this kind of situation? Any thoughts, tips, advices?
So I recently met this guy. From the beginning he was very cute and once he noticed my reactions, he started being cute on purpose, clearly enjoying being cared for. And on top of that, my other “kids” started treating him as a new brother, being a bit jealous of him. Needless to say he quickly became a part of our “family”.
But then a strange thing happened. Me and this guy were in a bus, going somewhere, I was really tired, when he said I looked cute and that we switched the roles and I look like the child now. Well, I’m not used to that, because as sad as it is, I’m not really a very cute person, at least I believe so. If I try to look cute, it just looks forced and weird, so I don’t really try anymore. So when he said that, I was just shocked and immediately fell into the little zone. But I didn’t know what to do, because I’m not used to being little in front of other people, and I’m certainly not used to them responding the way I wished they did… Of course the more I was shy and confused, the more he said I was cute. I tried to deny it and get back into being an adult, but he said that he can just see it and that I should not fight it… It felt awesome and scary at the same time – when I am in that zone, it’s so easy to hurt my feelings, and I didn’t know what he would do.
Later that day, I did something he didn’t want me to do, so he got a little mad at me and said I need to listen to my daddy. That was the moment I let go completely and looked at him guilty and said I was sorry and if he still liked me... And he hugged me and said he would always like me, no matter what I did…
The next day we talked about it a little. I basically explained what it is like to be in the little zone, without using that term and leaving out baby stuff. I just told him how I feel vulnerable and unprotected, but also want to trust him completely… He seemed to understand that. And said he saw all that in my big cute trusting eyes (which of course made me blush again). He said we can switch the roles – sometimes I am the parent, sometimes he is. Which I’d really like. But I am still a bit confused about it. I don’t think he is a part of this community. I think for him it’s just that he would already like to be a father but isn’t in the situation for that yet. But he has these parental needs in him. And I am wondering, can this even work? With someone who isn’t a care giver in the sense we here understand it? And how am I supposed to act? I’m not used to being in this position…
I’m sorry for this long post. I actually thought about putting it to the stories section, but this is not a fiction, it’s all true. Anyways, what do you think? Has anyone ever been in this kind of situation? Any thoughts, tips, advices?