Rift
Est. Contributor
- Messages
- 385
- Age
- 34
- Role
- Adult Baby
- Diaper Lover
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I left out of my dad's because I have a car and couldn't stand how everything has to be my fault whether it is or isn't. I know that nobody is perfect and now I wish that I had waited a little while longer before leaving because now I am stuck living out of my car with nowhere to go and I am trying to get into a extended stay hotel but every where I look they are completely booked or I just missed them by a couple minutes and my dad kept pushing and pushing me to to get out of there. I just couldn't take it anymore. I wasn't hurting anyone or breaking any laws but he would always be looking for something bad to happen and I'M not sure what to do now with all the hotels I know of are completely booked. All the homeless shelters that I know of are in Atlanta but I don't know how to get to them so I went to the police and they told me that I could stay the night in the Walmart parking lot and leave in the morning also my boss has granted me permission to stay at the restaurant parking lot during daylight hours. I have spent a full week living in my car crying because it's scary and thanks to the police officers I can stay out of trouble. I'M scared that one day my luck will run out and I doing all I can to stay legal. I don't know what else to do. I can't afford to keep driving around all the time. I thought that I would be OK but I'm not. I'm scared and lonely I feel like a complete failure. I have called the suicide hotline for someone to talk to so I don't feel so lonely all the time. I don't feel suicidal or anything I'm just in way over my head and it seems that there's no way out.