George7789
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Hello everyone! I was just curious on how other people became DL or AB.
It was always just a thought of trying diapers again ever since i was a kid.George7789 said:Hello everyone! I was just curious on how other people became DL or AB.
Addy said:That is a long story.
So to keep it simple. I was put back into diapers by a babysitter for whatever reason. After that I always had a fascination with them. By the end of my first year of high school I was wearing every chance I could which got me into a lot of trouble with my Dad. I ended up moving out of his house and in with my Mom who gave me much more freedom and she actually supported my wearing diapers. She thought it was Paraphilic Infantilism, thus a fetish, which should be embraced not shunned. My diaper wearing wasn't sexual.
Joined the military and always kept a couple in my pack for "combat life saver" purposes. Back when they were still plastic backed they where great as a quick go to for dressings. Of course, they didn't need to know I also wore them.
Recently I spent a couple of years doing psychological recovery work to move past my PTSD where I discussed both my gender dysphoria and AB lifestyle. I can easily point to a few defining events that got me started down the AB road. I could do the same with my gender dysphoria. Point is I graduated that program, and my PTSD is a lot better. I still think I was born the wrong sex and still love my diapers.
PokemonNirvana said:My beginnings are pretty much just like everyone else's. At a young age, I just found I had this fascination with diapers. I would always look out for them wherever they were. I always kept my interest to myself and I had no way to live out the fantasy. In my pre-teens and early teen years I would sometimes put on several pairs of plain white underwear and pretend it was a diaper.
After a while, though, I guess the whole thing kind of got to me. I started having anxiety over my fetish. I felt I needed to tell someone but I didn't know how. I told my Mother one night and I told I used to like diapers, but, I couldn't explain it and I didn't want to explain it. I don't even think she took much from it, I didn't really explain much. After that, I just left it behind. Years afterward, I would refer to it as a fetish I used to have, cos, eventually, I never had the urge to look back into it. Mostly because of the anxiety connection that had developed.
Fast-forward to 2014, I'm 21 and me and a close friend had a long discussion about our private interests and, eventually, fetishes. I "confessed" my fetishes and I felt free in a sense. I went online and slowly began indulging in this fetish I had for so long forgotten about. I eventually found this website and online stores selling adult diapers and I indulged. I'm almost 24 now and it's come a long way. Started out as diaper fascination, or just DL fascination. Now, I've come into an AB/DL. It's a part of me and a thing inside of me that, I guess, has always just been there. Who knows?