I'm I The Only One?

I would love to be a little baby aci:

I would like a start over to find that child wonder I had my life has been not very kind .
When I was 1-3 was a very happy time not sence being the abuse experienced growing up older .
If you look at school photos you will find the light going away where life was very pain full
So being taken care of loved could change things.

Not a Baby but a 5 year old. But only under the following conditions.

1...I stay 5 and not regrow up. the whole point of being a little is to be a little and not get big again.
2.. I stay who i am and remember all i know now.
3.. last but least have my mommy and daddy get reduced in age to their 20's so they can take care of me.