LittleJess
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I'm a trans-girl who loves men, I've finally found who I am, and I'm happy for myself, I love guys and penis, It's taken me a long time to come to the conclusion, but I've finally discovered myself yay
I think my recent sexual dreams about guys was a god damn red flag, I would always be the female in the dream, I had the right parts and everything.
The idea of me being a guy, and having sex with another guy, is just odd, I'm not homophobic or anything, but It just feels like I should have something else down there, It just seems more right to me to have the right parts down there and it means a lot more than I think it does.
I'm a trans-girl who is sexually attracted to men, diapers also provide comfort because it conceals the parts I'm not supposed to have.
I hate having a penis, and it just feels odd to have that thing dangling down there, I honestly want it cut off, and gone, I hate all my male features about me, There are several red flags of me being transgender, I cross my legs, I seem very feminine, I absolutely love guys and I get jealous of other girls.
I really want to be a girl, but my physical appearance kind of turns that off, I'm sure I could be very pretty with make up and the right clothes.
Ever since I was 16 I knew something was off, I had a interest in girls stuff, girls clothes, I tried them for the first time, grew my hair out long, I remember wearing a bra and some underwear at that time, around that time I never knew I loved men, but after some experimentation I felt that I was sexually attracted to guys just never knew it most of my life.
At first I found it odd that I got aroused by wearing female clothes, than it finally clicked that it was more of a personal thing, which is why I discovered I'm transgender, I don't know why, but it's a interpersonal thing, and just happened to spring up in my sexuality, I'm somewhat ashamed I'm a transgirl as it just feels odd if that makes some sense and obviously being closeted doesn't help.
It's kind of an odd thing to explain but the more girly things I do, the more happier and normal I feel, It's the only time I feel myself.
I have no sexual interests in females, It's more of me looking at a hot person thinking I wish I had boobs like that, or wished I was that hot, and feeling very bad and jealous of not looking that pretty.
I think my recent sexual dreams about guys was a god damn red flag, I would always be the female in the dream, I had the right parts and everything.
The idea of me being a guy, and having sex with another guy, is just odd, I'm not homophobic or anything, but It just feels like I should have something else down there, It just seems more right to me to have the right parts down there and it means a lot more than I think it does.
I'm a trans-girl who is sexually attracted to men, diapers also provide comfort because it conceals the parts I'm not supposed to have.
I hate having a penis, and it just feels odd to have that thing dangling down there, I honestly want it cut off, and gone, I hate all my male features about me, There are several red flags of me being transgender, I cross my legs, I seem very feminine, I absolutely love guys and I get jealous of other girls.
I really want to be a girl, but my physical appearance kind of turns that off, I'm sure I could be very pretty with make up and the right clothes.
Ever since I was 16 I knew something was off, I had a interest in girls stuff, girls clothes, I tried them for the first time, grew my hair out long, I remember wearing a bra and some underwear at that time, around that time I never knew I loved men, but after some experimentation I felt that I was sexually attracted to guys just never knew it most of my life.
At first I found it odd that I got aroused by wearing female clothes, than it finally clicked that it was more of a personal thing, which is why I discovered I'm transgender, I don't know why, but it's a interpersonal thing, and just happened to spring up in my sexuality, I'm somewhat ashamed I'm a transgirl as it just feels odd if that makes some sense and obviously being closeted doesn't help.
It's kind of an odd thing to explain but the more girly things I do, the more happier and normal I feel, It's the only time I feel myself.
I have no sexual interests in females, It's more of me looking at a hot person thinking I wish I had boobs like that, or wished I was that hot, and feeling very bad and jealous of not looking that pretty.