sissyabgurl
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I got to have long lived Ab relationships with two wives. The second was a sissy dream come true. She really got into it. So much so that when difficulties with an adult daughter of hers made staying in our marriage impossible, that she had no worries about finding another man but was really going to miss her baby girl.
I started with this because I felt morally obligated to talk to both of them about this before we married. I know exactly what we are, but I did not want to chance them taking it as vile and immoral after they already said I do. The speaking to them was far more difficult for me than for them. Turns out woman have a great deal of acceptance when they are treated honorably. This also made me relive some of the ugly.
We never chose this for ourselves. Not one of us looked at a list of fetishes and said, "Diapers. Yep. That will make me popular with more than just the ladies" What followed for me were years of secrecy and hiding. Feeling shame for something I had no part in. Classmates were coming out as gay and got applause. I knew nobody would be clapping for me if I wore Pampers to school.
And after all these years and two awesome experiences being open to not DLs, it strikes me how pathetic that situation was. That I had to fear getting c aught. Felt like a bad person often. And it was only a diaper. No harm. No damage. But I believe I would have been an outcast if it were n]known to the people around me. I am a sissy on top of it. Who would have guessed? Turns out it is much more socially acceptable for a man to wear panties then a diaper.
If you want to share anything about this. Maybe just vent a little of that residual frustration, feel free.
I started with this because I felt morally obligated to talk to both of them about this before we married. I know exactly what we are, but I did not want to chance them taking it as vile and immoral after they already said I do. The speaking to them was far more difficult for me than for them. Turns out woman have a great deal of acceptance when they are treated honorably. This also made me relive some of the ugly.
We never chose this for ourselves. Not one of us looked at a list of fetishes and said, "Diapers. Yep. That will make me popular with more than just the ladies" What followed for me were years of secrecy and hiding. Feeling shame for something I had no part in. Classmates were coming out as gay and got applause. I knew nobody would be clapping for me if I wore Pampers to school.
And after all these years and two awesome experiences being open to not DLs, it strikes me how pathetic that situation was. That I had to fear getting c aught. Felt like a bad person often. And it was only a diaper. No harm. No damage. But I believe I would have been an outcast if it were n]known to the people around me. I am a sissy on top of it. Who would have guessed? Turns out it is much more socially acceptable for a man to wear panties then a diaper.
If you want to share anything about this. Maybe just vent a little of that residual frustration, feel free.