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    So im just curious about something relating to my own experience.

    Please respect what i have to say as i still feel weird about it even at 22 years old.

    I started puberty at a normal age 12-13, development-wise. well muscled, deep voice, hair, acne, body parts etc

    I had urges/fantasies at this age only regarding diapers and the association with my omorashi type desires. I did this for years and years. (wear diapers and go number one in them)

    However, i recall the first time having actual sexual desires at about 20 years old.
    With my first ejaculation at 16 almost 17. It may sound very abnormal but the reason was because i never knew what masturbation was. I would hear my friends say "jack off" and laugh about it and i would just go along with it and think nothing of it. Sex ed in grade 6 imo is a little too young. Even then i didnt understand anything they taught us. probably because i didnt have those desires in the first place. Eventually got to the point where i googled it well into high school (11th grade)

    Im wondering why i got these desires so late? could i have caused harm by going all those years without "releasing" ?

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    Quote Originally Posted by ryan2127 View Post
    Im wondering why i got these desires so late? could i have caused harm by going all those years without "releasing" ?
    People mature sexually at different ages. So I wouldn't worry about it. I was in the same boat as you. I didn't masterbate until 16 and would be considered a late bloomer. I've had sex with six women in my life (including my wife). I don't see any at all wrong with this, in fact, imo sex is great, but over-rated especially at a young age.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ryan2127 View Post
    So im just curious about something relating to my own experience.

    Please respect what i have to say as i still feel weird about it even at 22 years old.

    I started puberty at a normal age 12-13, development-wise. well muscled, deep voice, hair, acne, body parts etc

    I had urges/fantasies at this age only regarding diapers and the association with my omorashi type desires. I did this for years and years. (wear diapers and go number one in them)

    However, i recall the first time having actual sexual desires at about 20 years old.
    With my first ejaculation at 16 almost 17. It may sound very abnormal but the reason was because i never knew what masturbation was. I would hear my friends say "jack off" and laugh about it and i would just go along with it and think nothing of it. Sex ed in grade 6 imo is a little too young. Even then i didnt understand anything they taught us. probably because i didnt have those desires in the first place. Eventually got to the point where i googled it well into high school (11th grade)

    Im wondering why i got these desires so late? could i have caused harm by going all those years without "releasing" ?
    I personally don't think we develop fully sexuality wise until we are 18, some people develop later on, some people develop earlier on, that's just the way it is.

    I always thought I was asexual with a diaper fetish, didn't feel sexual attraction to other men until I was 17, I honestly didn't know until I experimented, maybe I was gay all along, and didn't realize because I didn't experiment earlier.

    I started puberty early I have to admit that one. It takes time to develop desires or to understand your sexuality, so it's not too uncommon.

    Lets say, I thought my sexual orientation was diapers as I was too young to understand, than I realized it was a fetish, than later on I realized I was gay, I realized older than most people would. when I grew up I knew people who knew there sexuality are like 13.

    The thing with sexuality it's not black and white, you even have people who aren't really sexually attracted to things like breasts or penises, but rather touching.

    And no I don't think you did "damage" sexuality is one of those odd things that just takes its own course, but usually after 18 your sexuality sticks, and is not a conscious thing.

    Personally with me my sexuality either developed later on, or I just didn't experiment at the time, but I noticed once I experimented I did develop desires for other guys. while others know there gay at like 13.

    You even have people in there 30s questioning there sexuality, it's a very confusing thing, with a lot of self discovery.

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    I agree with Spaz,
    people mature sexually at very different ages.
    I know girls who start playing with themselves as early as 10-11.
    I think i've started around 12-13 to play with myself, might be a bit earlier.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ryan2127 View Post
    I had urges/fantasies at this age only regarding diapers and the association with my omorashi type desires. I did this for years and years. (wear diapers and go number one in them)

    However, i recall the first time having actual sexual desires at about 20 years old.
    With my first ejaculation at 16 almost 17. It may sound very abnormal but the reason was because i never knew what masturbation was. I would hear my friends say "jack off" and laugh about it and i would just go along with it and think nothing of it. Sex ed in grade 6 imo is a little too young. Even then i didnt understand anything they taught us. probably because i didnt have those desires in the first place. Eventually got to the point where i googled it well into high school (11th grade)

    Im wondering why i got these desires so late? could i have caused harm by going all those years without "releasing" ?
    Well, my first ejaculation was quite by accident. Wearing a diaper in bed, 'it' got hard, then noticed it felt good when I moved around a little. Kept at it for a few minutes, then fireworks! If you never happened to be in that situation, and never knew there was a spectacular finish, there would be no reason to pursue it. Considering all the bad things that can happen when you become sexually active, you could consider it a blessing.

    If your body desperately needed to unload, it would have via nocturnal emission. It's entirely possible that it did from time to time without you noticing.

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    I don't see any harm caused by understanding your desires somewhat later than most. I'm 35 now, and still exploring mine! ^^;

    I recall going along with friends when I was younger also. They were fascinated by pornography, and it frankly did nothing for me. So I just went along. I could not really relate to what they were feeling, sexually.

    And actually, I still can't... I'm on a different page. There is nothing wrong with that, though. My sexuality is a bit unusual, and has a flavor that is not well-addressed by pornography (even if diapers are involved, just to be clear). It is more personal and intimate than that. I don't consider this a bad thing. It's just how I roll...

    So the long and short of it is, I don't think you have anything to worry about. ^^;

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    Quote Originally Posted by crazy View Post
    I know girls who start playing with themselves as early as 10-11.
    I was doing it by about four years old...

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    I remember being 16 years old in the locker room and I remember one boy asking another if he fluffed the dove. I couldn't help but think to myself why would you do that to such a beautiful creature. So, right, you are not alone. Some people have kids by 14 and others perhaps not at all their whole lives. Enjoy your life.

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    I was sent home from school in the 5th grade (10 years old) with a note stating I would not be allowed to return until I shaved. This is also when I started waking up to a wet bed. I didn't know about sex yet, and because I had a weak bladder and trouble with pants wetting, I thought I started wetting the bed again. By the end of 6th grade I had hair on my chest, as well as everywhere else.

    The summer after 7th grade, most of the guys were talking about girls, sex, and masturbation. As for me, I wanted to become an ob/gyn, so by that time I had acquired a very in depth knowledge of reproduction. The macho guy talk just didn't interest me. I had a girlfriend, but I was interested in getting to know her better.

    My sophomore year in high school, my then girlfriend tried her best to seduce me. But from earlier discussions I knew she just wanted to get pregnant to get out of a bad home situation. I knew too much about the risk of pregnancy and broke things off, determining that I did not want bad relationships haunting me throughout my life.

    I dated numerous woman, but found most too damaged to have a serious relationship with. I did finally get married to the greatest woman I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.

    I got the testosterone very young, but I made the choice not to act on it. We are all different, but it's our choices that determine who we really are.

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    I've had sexual fantasies about diapers since I was 13. That's also when puberty came along.

    I didn't decide to actually buy diapers until just last month. Once I did, I resolved to keep some in my drawer at all times. I'm never looking back.

    Though I find women to be attractive, I've never had true fantasies involving them.

    Though I like wearing diapers, I eventually want to get myself some AB clothes after I move out (not for another couple years, though!).

    Getting desires late is probably yet another quality that makes you unique. As my dad would say, "Congratulations, you are normal!".

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