So yeah, as you can tell from the title this is basically my predicament. Thanks to my birthday, I have the money to order almost whatever diapers I want online or anything in a store. The only problem is my parents, who I unfortunately still live with. They are very, very finicky about what I do, what I buy, what I order, where I am, and what and where my stuff is.
The whole process of buying and wearing diapers is fucked. I don't have a car that I can use to go anywhere to buy, and to my knowledge there are no stores within practical walking or biking distance. Even if there were, they would want to know exactly where I was going, who would be there, when I'd be back, and they'd call me regularly and check my bags when I got back. So then I'd have to order online, and that's still a problem. My mom sometimes checks to see what I've bought online, but not always. I'm never exactly sure when a package will get here, and if something gets here when I'm not there, they'll open it, or at the very least get extremely suspicious. They also check my room very regularly, and like to look through my stuff. The only place that's secure is my attic, and it's a tad hard to get up there and they'd wonder why I'm up there so much. And then there's the problem of actually wearing the diapers. The crinkling sound, the smell--they're very perceptive for things like that, especially my dad. They even look into the trash occasionally, always looking for something they accidentally threw away. And if they find out at all--and they have before--they would never let me see the end of it, as they tend to be very conservative.
So that's the situation I'm in. I still get the urges to wear all the time, but for this reason, I can never act on them. It sucks, really. There IS a large box of depends in the basement that used to belong to my grandfather, but those are huge and crinkly and generally not worth it. Is there anyone in a similar situation that has still successfully worn diapers? Please give me some assistance because I can't think of a solution on my own.