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Calico said:I could pretty much relate to this. I refused to be different and I wanted to be normal so I kept on trying. I refused to surrender to Asperger's when my mother first told me about it in 6th grade. But then when I did start to accept myself and quit trying to be normal and just be myself, that was when my mom started to accuse me of trying to be Asperger's and reminding me it's not who I am but it didn't change anything about me or my past. It was maybe her way of saying "Don't give up and surrender to the diagnoses. You can do it if you keep trying and practicing." But there is a line drawn somewhere because should an introvert try and make themselves extroverted? They will be unhappy like I was when I was trying to force myself to be social and have friends when I had nothing in common with them and I found social chats so boring. I am not saying everyone should drop all the skills they have learned and regress or not get along with people or refuse to follow the rules that would give you a consequence. People just shouldn't force themselves be something they're not. I don't see using social skills as being something you're not or manners or niceness, etc. anything that makes your life easier. But anyway my mom tries to separate Asperger's from me because that makes zero sense, that is like trying to separate me from anxiety or OCD and telling me to not try and be those either. But that is the way some parents are, they separate disorders from their children. Some spouses do it too with their loved ones.
Right, totally get what you mean. There certainly is a point where you have to draw a line. You can't be someone you are not, as doing so will only make things worse, not better. The issue is, many people sell themselves short once they get that diagnoses. They all of a sudden believe they can't do something and so they no longer try. Doing that sets you up for failure because you are not even giving yourself a chance. I don't want to fall into that trap myself. o.o