miapeters
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Mia here.........
Yesterday was not a good day for me. I've sort of tried to put it to the back of my head but it's hard.
I woke up to a massive bm in the morning, it was just so bad,
At college i didn't have another bm and I thought I this is my lucky day, then just as I get on the bus to go home a bm comes along, not unusual but a few minutes later another bm just comes from nowhere, and at that moment I thought.... This is it, this can't be happening..... I was so frustrated that I could only just stand there in the bus and wait till it empties and there was nothing I could do about it, I'm not a emotional person, but the frustration and the helplessness just got to me and I just started crying, in the bus..... it's embarrassing.... I have never been so emotional in my life......
At least my stop was close and i managed to awkwardly walk in my massively filled diaper from the stop to my apartment. I can't stop thinking about how helpless I was and it's not letting me go. I'm probably going to skulk on this for a week or two and forget about it, but I've never felt like this. I spoke to my mother over the phone and I just cried and cried.... Gosh... I didn't even know why I cried, I just wanted to stop. I'm sorry if this sounds like too much but I just have to get this off my chest. I know I have to move forward and deal with it, I want to rationalize it,
anyway thanks for this opportunity to post...
Yesterday was not a good day for me. I've sort of tried to put it to the back of my head but it's hard.
I woke up to a massive bm in the morning, it was just so bad,
At college i didn't have another bm and I thought I this is my lucky day, then just as I get on the bus to go home a bm comes along, not unusual but a few minutes later another bm just comes from nowhere, and at that moment I thought.... This is it, this can't be happening..... I was so frustrated that I could only just stand there in the bus and wait till it empties and there was nothing I could do about it, I'm not a emotional person, but the frustration and the helplessness just got to me and I just started crying, in the bus..... it's embarrassing.... I have never been so emotional in my life......
At least my stop was close and i managed to awkwardly walk in my massively filled diaper from the stop to my apartment. I can't stop thinking about how helpless I was and it's not letting me go. I'm probably going to skulk on this for a week or two and forget about it, but I've never felt like this. I spoke to my mother over the phone and I just cried and cried.... Gosh... I didn't even know why I cried, I just wanted to stop. I'm sorry if this sounds like too much but I just have to get this off my chest. I know I have to move forward and deal with it, I want to rationalize it,
anyway thanks for this opportunity to post...