SallyJayy
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Hello Everyone,I am new to this I had signed up with an other ABDL site but nobody real seemed to comment on my post.Me(18) and my boyfriend(19) have been dating for four years now and I had not so long ago found out about his liking to diapers.I found out because he wasn't so good at computers and didn't know how to erase his history.When I found out im gonna to be completely honest I had a lot of feelings rush at me at once I was upset because of him liking diapers and the fact of him hiding it for me.We grew up together and have been together since we were 14 so we practically know everything about each other.He was asleep at the time so I waited until the next day to tell him something about it.At the time I was spending the night at his house so I waited till he came back from work.He came back home and noticed that I was acting quiet and distant.I sat him down and told him what I had found and he had no response for what I told him,he was very quiet and covering his face.At this point I was so upset because I didn't know what to think and everyday for the next couple weeks we argued about it because my boyfriend is a very private person about his life.Eventually he told me that he has liked diapers since he was very young and he didn't know why he liked them and he was very ashamed/embarrassed. He tried to stop liking them because he knows that liking diapers are not socially acceptable and he wouldn't want me to not love him anymore because of them.I love him very much and I know he loves me too.I am a very open person and I was willing to try it.So we talked everyday for a whole month about his life and what diapers did for him.As of today we are in a much better place I have accepted his ABDL side.I am myself a very loving a nurturing person so I decided to ask him if he wanted me to be his mommy.He loved the idea and has been so happy.Now he is no longer ashamed because he has someone to talk to about it and actually participate with him. Yesterday, for the first time I showered him,diapered him and cuddled him and loved it so much.I was even open to try a diaper on the same day and it was a good feeling and wouldn't mind to wear with him.Right now we are so happy that we are gonna go shopping this week to buy him onsies,footed pj's,pacifiers and bottles.We are going to make this a once a week thing because I love having him as my baby just as much as he loves me being his mommy.The fact that I am a very loving and caring person and the thought of being a mother makes me so happy that him being treated like a baby and diapered fit in well with us.