Yeah! What they all said! Its definitely a bit of an internal conflict until you realize theres no need for that internal conflict. I only know it from my point of view. I like rock climbing, backpacking around the world, getting lost, shootin big guns at stuff, working in the anxty alpha dominated film biz, getting involved in community projects, performing in front of thousands of people... Generally all sorts of badass or ecclectic things that dont seem like someone who "should" be into diapers. I had a brief period of hating myself and questioning if all that other crap was just me lying to myself. Then i realized were not scantly fasceted characters in a tv show. We dont have to justify our typecast. We dont need to be any kind of individual. One day my creative adventure loving self put down the welder and the lever action 45 and just gave my abdl side one big stupid hug. Now... were all good.