To put things bluntly, I enjoy sex and fanaticise about it regularly.I identify personally as a child but still I have this one adult part of me that likes to have sex and masturbate. This feels very awkward for me to put this down as its intimate and I wouldn't share this with anybody face to face.
To put things straight I am NOT a pedophile and I fantasise about adults in a a adult context and I am not a DL or a role player. The little side is a lifestyle for me, where I act and feel like a child and go about my day as a child, whilst a few hours a day for 3 days I have to modify my behaviour so I still act like myself but I censor what I am saying and not be as open as I would like to be.
I understand my actual age and I won't trick anybody into thinking I am the age I am acting as, I can and will act mature when I need to be. As I feel like being a little is a lifestyle and not a kink, I have actual started making my room like a child's and dressing like one. I feel if I have sex or masturbate, I am being a little creepy or something. Most times I don't, but I know if I gave up sex I would be frustrated and I would keep getting sexual feelings and it may even have a negative impact on my mental health but I can't keep feeling like a freak or feeling wrong.
It's like I do and I don't want to give up sex at the a a time, I enjoy sex and think it's pleasurable but I don't feel like the right age to be doing it even though I am. I also feel like sex has given me more confidence and it has improve my mental health and I enjoy intimacy. What should I do?
A. Carry on as I have been doing
B. Carry on and experiment more with sex and become more comfortable with sex
C. Wean myself off it
D. Stop it completly and get a proper kids mindset about sex.