So, after years of only being able to go when I'm asleep
I manage to wet my goodnite all on my own! It took a lot of practice to relax and do it, but I managed to flood! All I could ever do before was just short little tinkles, but I managed to completely go, and I'm just so excited about it!
At first I kinda felt guilty about it. Even though no one was around I felt SO embarrassed and I had to go and shower right after. But I've been thinking about it ever since it happened and my embarrassment is turning into pride!
I honestly think joining this forum helped me do it, and I don't care, I'm just so happy about it! Yay!