Recently i've found that I really don't get sexually aroused by using diapers anymore as I used to. The excitement of putting a diaper on just isn't there. Instead, it has switched over to catheters. So now when i'm not having a cath in it feels useless to wear a diaper Like half the experience is gone. And frankly, diapers seem so normal to me now that I don't even think about them. I just walk around in them like nothing, and without pleasure of doing so.
The thing with catheters is that they really force you into being diaper dependent. The first day of constant dribbling and being wet makes you really notice the diaper, cause you feel it between your legs, you notice how wet it is etc. But after that first or second day, diapers just merges with you somehow, and you don't pay attention to them. It simply changes the way you look at diapers.
I wonder if anyone else can relate to this? (not necessarily catheters but in general losing the sexual arousal to diapers)
Hope my excitement over diapers come back though...