Hi Zinderg, like you I am in my mid-late 30's and have been wearing diapers for quite some time now although in my case I didn't choose this way of life although I have come to accept it and even cherish it as when I am in diapers I am at my most relaxed infact I am wearing diapers right now whilst I write my reply to you for me diapers are away of life and
and I wouldn't have I any other way as where I am in them all my worries and stresses vanish into thin air so to speak of because I am like the child I once was again and I have my blissful hours of me time which is important because I can just be myself and not have to constantly jump through hoops and be part of the adult world so to say.
I find wearing diapers and a shirt the most liberating part of my young life at nights because I get the bed sleep that I have had in years I don't mind the fact that I will most probably be I diapers for the rest of my life due to certain disabilities and pycalogical reasons and to this end I have begun un potty training myself so I don't have to fight my body anymore as its pretty obvious that I should never have been traind out of diapers in the first-place although I am not blaming my pearents for that as they did the bed they possibly could to make me a normal person and I thank them for that.
The truth is that having since rediscoverd how nice it is to wear diapers I will never go back to not wearing them as I have adopted them as a part of my life and even if it makes me look like a baby so what I don't care about what other people might think as my life is my own to live and not theirs and it's because of the fact I am a self-confessed rebel that I am who I am today I might be stubborn but I believe if something is not causing a problem or violating any laws then why be judged?.
I don't like other people telling me what to do as I like to live life without rules as long as I am not hurting anyone and I will continue to live my life that way until I die as I am a rebel for a cause as they say and I am not ashamed to say that I am this way about a lot of things in life because I am highly autistic and sometimes am a genius and at other times a rebel in equal amounts of my pycalogical make up.
And no I don't consider you weird for having simillar interests to me I hate to call them fettishes as thats a negitive stigma right there and I don't believe in subjection of stigmas in society although this is probably the rebel in my I spoke of earlier if you ever need a friend who understands what you are going through then I will support you 100% every time, I am also a supporter of a website called
http://www.wearing-adult-diapers.com on this website you can find other people like ourselves who are battling the stigma surrounding adults in diapers.
Yours sincerely
Chinabany888