I find that I am touchy feely and like a lot of hugs when I am in little space, my dad doesn't like it too much but sometimes he acts like I am a child. He told me he doesn't like it when I held out my hand inviting him to play high fives or trap my hand game to often and I got offended.
I think it's my little side that it hurts but he did say it's ok only sometimes but I keep wanting to play it. I thinks it's something about the fatherly thing and bond that I crave so I want attention a lot. I think it also stems from my mother not giving me a lot of attention growing up and not being very motherly and kind to me.
I feel rejected everytime he refuses to either by simply not playing or making a song and dance about it, when I got upset he gave me a hug and when I said I felt like I wasn't loved enough from my mother growing up, he got angry. He quickly calmed down after I shut up. I never had much tactile interaction in regards to affection so I can sort of understand why I crave it so much.