I am dealing with something and I needed to put it out somewhere that would give me positive feedback not negative.
When I do an "activity" I wet the bed, I have done this three times now.
I have had bladder issues for a while. I feel like I always have to go but hardly ever can.
A couple days ago i decided I wanted to finally get diapers, since I've wanted them for the longest time, so I decided that maybe if I wet the bed I would have an excuse to get them. So I did. It took awhile but I finally purposely wet the bed.
It was the best feeling ever, the warmth and protection.
Then later night I wet the bed two more times but not really on purpose, more of an accident.
I got someone to get me adult diapers from Wal-Mart while they are out and came back with depends,
Today, since the small depends don't fit and they don't hold enough I am going to buy Goodnites!!!!
I am so excited to have cute diapers but the problem is that since I purposely peed the bed I've been having more issues with holding my pee. When I go to the bathroom no matter how much I need to go I either don't or it takes me forever. I'm not sure what my problem is, probably medication side effects.
I'm going to the doctor today to stop this medication so maybe that will help.
My question is: Was it bad to wet the bed on purpose? Did I mess up my body now?
Thank you so much, sorry for the rambling.