I dropped out of the course, and didn't get charged for it, was a huge diploma mill and scam.
Long story short, my mother has become a financial abuser, she doesn't realize it, she opens my mail, and than uses shit against me It's driving me mental.
What she doesn't seem to understand is a lot of the problems that she has caused, is her fault, not mine, she has pushed me into situations I shouldn't of even had to be in, in the first place.
She doesn't seem to understand that her financial abuse is literally driving me to suicide and I personally plan to do it very soon.
I wouldn't be in debt in the first place, if she hadn't of fucked me around day one, my sister joins in and seems to make it out to be my fault.
I said to my mother that, It would be better off If i didn't do the tafe course as it was going to cost me $1400, and she is like, nah I'll pay that off, so I went ahead and did the course. simple enough. wrong.
She never pays it, makes out that it's my fault, fucking great, so than I have to switch over to job seeker, I constantly get fucked over by there useless staff members, can't do shit would of got a 6 months suspension for missing activities I called in for, apparently being sick isn't a valid excuse yeah I'm totally going to ask for a medical certificate a day after it goes away, the stupid idoits. (not everyone goes to the doctor for simple illnesses, I don't have Ebola for crying out loud)
So my only option was this college, I liked it at first, seemed okay, later on I realized how shitty it was, there only nice to you once your in, they don't give two shits after, half the people there who are teaching have diplomas, lie to you, and they have pretty bad spelling, I'm the only one doing the course too.
It doesn't feel like a diploma level, It's easier than the stuff I did at tafe, I literally have to fill in the fucking blanks.
So I dropped out, as I didn't want to occur a 27k debt, because I did it within the census date I don't have to pay it.
Than she has a fucking go at me, thinking I'm full of shit, threatening to kick me out saying I can't live here without a payment, the usual shit she has been doing, honestly It's either be homeless or dead, and honestly the second option seems right now much more pleasant. worse is she is telling me I'm not going to get anywhere in life, yadda yadda yadda. The thing that does my head in most is the people who bully the shit out of me, seem to be living the life, while I'm fucking miserable dealing with this nonsense, that isn't even a problem, she is just making it out to be and it is driving me mental.
It's been doing my head in a lot, and worse is my dad verbally abuses me, and uses him against me too, they don't ever listen, and threaten to kick me out for pretty much any fucking reason, Even if it's as simple as having a go at her for the financial abuse. or walking mud though the drive way (which mind you is fucking impossible not to, as I live in the back and there is fucking dirt everywhere) so It's impossible not to walk mud though the drive way, as there is no grass the idoits.
She has been doing this day one, It's either go to tafe, or be homeless, so I'm in debt, because of her mind fuck. It's not that easy to get a job here, and I've been looking for months, people would rather hire a 16 year old as it's fucking cheaper.
Argh, this is doing my head in. so long story short, she doesn't give two fucks if I have a 27k debt hanging over my head, as long as she gets her money, now personally that is fucking with me right now. she even gets other people to fucking agree with her, and justify her actions.