So... I've been separated from my wife for nearly three years now (living 3000 miles apart). I've known it was over a year and a half ago. She just had her third child (only her second child was mine).
Why am I on the verge of breaking down simply waiting for a lawyer to call me? I have known this was coming forever and have put it off but I'm finally trying to get the ball rolling so I can move on with my life.
Sigh. I've stabilized for months after a depression from the separation, but I feel another one coming on.
By the way, the diapers are only a small part of why we separated. For those of you who have heard me say "ex-wide" already, that was just trying to prepare myself.