Hey. I'm new to this. I'm kind of nervous.
First of all, am I in the right place? I've no affinity for diapers, but a lot of the time I feel like I'm a two year old walking around in an adult body. All my life I've been told to act my age, or treated as intellectually disabled by strangers because I act young. It's a unconscious thing.
I feel like I'm intellectually an adult, and emotionally a toddler. It's lonely knowing no one else who understands. So I'm here asking if there's anyone who understands this, and to ask advice for where to go from here.
A little about me:
I'm biological female, but tend to veer between non binary and male. Use whatever pronouns you want.
I'm struggling, which is part of why I'm here. I'm autistic, with major social anxiety, and depression. I have a job, but adulting is really difficult. I act like a kid, and I feel like a kid, but I don't feel like I know how to be myself without constantly trying so hard to put on an act to be adult. Maybe I'm looking for some coping techniques? I really have no idea.
Just hi. Nice to meet you.