Hello, nice to meet you all
First of all I want to excuse my poor grammar and spelling, English is unfortunately not my first language.
So one month ago I didn't even know that an ABDL community existed, then my boyfriend told me all about it.
I was shocked first, but tried to be open minded anyway and give it a shot. He told me that he would fantasies about diapering me and then cleaning me up, after wetting it.
Before this should happen I wanted to try it out by myself and I was pretty turned on after that.
Now it's almost a daily routine that my boyfriend powders and diapers me, lets me cuddle with my teddy and puts my dummy back in my mouth.
I'm really excited by all that but I do have insecurities which I like to discuss with people who have more experience than I do.
This fetish kind of collides with my self-image and the views I had about sex and sexiness. Also, it's like a guilty pleasure which has something shameful to me personally.
I'm looking forward to joining a conversation or get a new one started about this topic
Greetings and Love,