I am having a serious struggle with something not at all related to diapers and I need help. About 3 months ago my wife came to me and told me I need to quit smoking. I really didnt want to but decided I would do it for her. Fast forward to today and while I havent smoked I really really want to. I have no desire to quit but every time I say im going to go get cigarettes my wife gets all emotional and pretty much guilts me into not doing it. I dont want to quit. I love smoking but it upsets my wife so I end up not doing it. We've been going through this song and dance for about 2 weeks now and I dont know how much longer I can take it. Any suggestions?