I'm gonna start by saying I'm honestly kind of nervous to be here, but I am looking forward to talking with other people who share this secret that I once thought I was alone with. I have been a DL for probably close to a year now, but until today I was constantly trying to fight who I am. Today something in me had enough of the battle, and for the first time I really embraced my diaper loving side.
I'll share the story now. For months now I have wondered what it would be like to wear diapers again, and numerous times have walked into stores considering buying some, but would always end up chickening out. Today however, I googled "How to get over the nerves of buying diapers in store," and a forum from this site was the first link. The things I read are what led me to a CVS, where after 20 minutes of nervously pacing around the store, I bought my first pack, acting embarrassed and telling the cashier they were for a friend's grandparent. The reaction of understanding of why a 23 year old man was supposedly buying them (we all know the real reason) has boosted my confidence to do this again next time I need them.
Anyway, I am really looking forward to truly finding out I am not alone, and chatting with more DL's about this great secret we share.