So I just found out one of my friends has a girlfriend now and it got me thinking. Does anyone ever feel like they'll never find a girl/boyfriend? I mean I like diapers, weird already, I like girl things, another layer of weirdness then there's the added trouble of finding a girl that you actually like. It all seems like with so much weirdness and the normal struggles of personal preferences, finding the right girl for me would be astronomical to achieve. There's also guilt like when I see a nice girl I instantly think that because I have weird desires that I don't deserve her or something. I've never had a girlfriend either which kind of adds to the depression of it all.