I'd like to start off my introduction by saying that I'm not the kind of person who joins forums nor am I a person who is good at writing about themselves.
But here I am guess..
So, recently I have been lurking through threads as a guest for a few months before actually deciding to make an account. I mostly have been looking for answers about why this DL side of me exists, which, I do know has existed since as long as I can remember. It's something that I do not understand why it exists and that concerns me, which doesn't help with my anxiety. It's something I would like learn more about, specifically, where this side of people comes from, and hopefully learn how to rid of it. I have nothing against ab/dls but this is a part of my personality that makes me feel uncomfortable and I think that I would be better off without it. So I guess what I'm looking for is some sort of assurance that I am not the only who feels this way and knowledge about this part of me.
Ok. I think that's all I would like to share.
Thanks for reading.