I don't get how people put some of their favorite characters in diapers or dressed as babies. I just don't get it. For example Izumi Konata. I adore this character with all of my heart. I would honestly spent a entire year by her side and somehow this adore her. My own original characters can be diapered from start to end. On top of that lately I've been thinking, I want a girlfriend. At first it was a mommy/girlfriend relationship, but with the way our community is build I've been thinking more about a switch style relationship. I love the idea of being cuddled and even giving cuddling to a baby girl. I have a massive weakness when it comes to social interaction. Even when I like or have a crush on a girl I can't bring myself to talk to her or even ask her out. I'm honestly lucky to have as many friends as I do. I've only seen two girls I had any sort of attraction to, both basically used me for their own ends.
Does anyone have any advice on how I can over come this crippling problem? I understand my chances of finding someone are limited and I still honestly think I'm meant to be alone, but there is and always have been a flicker of hope for that someone special.