I did not know where to post this, but I felt I had to reintroduce myself
it has been literally years since I was here, and I won't lie I missed it,
I missed everyone: I joined here when I was 15 years old, and through this site
I met many people, mostly digital only, but I also met people irl
these people made my teenage years amazingly good, as it gave me a new
outlook on life, and thanks to this, I got through my teenage years.
2 things happened when I was younger: 1. adisc got made adult only
so I had no where to go and 2. I was scared, petrified even (its true I am very easy to scare)
of being the way I am, and I tried soo hard to escape from it,
I fled like there was no tomorrow, fled from my feelings that is, and it destroyed me
slowly but surely, the things which made me feel anything were too much for me
and as a result over the past years I have become soo cold, and emotionless and ultimately depressed
and it has been horrible, but you know what? I remembered 2 weeks ago, what it was like
to be happy, to relate to someone for more than just 1 way gain
and as such I am happy to say, I am returning to this site as not just a adult but as one of us.
and the moral of this entire story was: trying to escape from yourself
is the quickest way to damage yourself.
and guys and gals: I love you all