Well, this is possibly the most unusual thing that someone may hear, but despite having depression, and anxiety.
I don't smoke, I don't really like alcohol, but drink the occasional drink, experimented with being drunk twice didn't really like it.
I don't do drugs, other than caffeine and legal drugs, what I mean is I don't do anything illegal.
I hate it when people smoke in public areas, and around there children, makes me feel sick.
I've never touched, or smoked a smoke once in my life time, I don't even "vape", I'm not sure if it's related to my anxiety or personal experiences.
I've always have had this irrational fear, that accidentally ingesting anything that isn't food or drinks, will kill me. such as that time I accidentally drank a little bit of dish washing liquid.
illegal Drugs can ruin lives, alcohol abuse can ruin lives, and don't really want to risk ruining mine, I know people who screwed up there brains using illegal drugs. (that and they make you look older than you are, ie wrinkles)
Why is it I feel this way about them, a lot of people are curious to try them, and end up getting hooked, while I could care less, and turn it down when offered them. I think it may because I like to be in control and don't like to damage my body, but I don't know.
For me diapers are my "drug", they provide the comfort, and support I need, I kinda want to live for ever, but escape my depression, so to speak.
I'm not hating on anyone here, everyone is free to do whatever they want to there body, we are free. that being said I'm not a health nut or anything. I'm not exactly a healthy eater :P
I've also have had this paranoia about eating too much, and worry about putting weight on, even have trouble eating more than one meal a day even though I'm a skinny bear, but I'm working on trying to eating 3 meals a day, in my early teens, I've kind of been a bit worried about my image.
I'm also a very fussy eater, don't know why I just am, but lately, I've been loving my food, ordering pizza, eating KFC, yummy but I can't eat much after that.
Anyone else relate to this?