I find when ever I talk about being relived that I have gotten the weight of my shoulders about my mom's health (she passed away) and my dad accepting my liking of toys, I keep going on about it, mainly because no words can express fully how relived and happy or upset and anxious I feel.
I go on for ages going on about the same thing but in different words and I go off on a tangent. How do I stop myself from doing that? Do I need to see someone? Because of my moms past and mistreating me and my family at times, I feel it's taboo and wrong to talk about it to somebody else who isn't it immediate family. Is this even healthy what I am describing?