I never felt so disgusted with my self in my entire life, I am not sure if this the time of the month, ADHD or remainder of my depression talking but I feel like I am mean, a retard, stupid, disgusting, ugly, nobody loves me and selfish!
I know these statements are not true but why do I still feel them!?
I am usually thoughtful as you could proberly tell from my other posts, I left school with 7 qualifications, I am pretty intelligent and know what I want, I don't why I feel disgusting, I feel very unattractive, I know my family loves me but I havn't had anybody show me it in a very long time! The reason I want my old stuff back is because it's me and I have had it taken away from me! I think about other people when I buy things and always buy presents and buy things me and dad could enjoy together.
But is this really ugly!?t proberly isn't or it may be hideous! Mind you, I HAVE seen worse!!