I have used up all of my bereavement days and holiday days since I was off for a month, I still don't feel ready to go back to college, I am still having trouble sleeping and still feel really upset and not normal.
For background information, my mom has been seriously ill in hospital and has died last month.
I need to get back to college on Monday and I really don't feel ready as both my dad, nana and tutors are bugging me to go back! How can I fix my sleeping pattern by Monday night!? How can I make sure that I am not a wreck when I go back in front of everybody who doesn't know me!? I have been getting paid for the time off and now they say unless I go in, I won't get paid anymore!
How can I get myself back to normal by Monday?