Konners
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Hey... First of all i want to say that my English might not be the best.
Im from Germany so please dont mind my misspellings or something like that Thank you :thumbsup:
Why i Registered today is because today something happend wich quiet changed alot.
I like diapers for a long time and i always was hiding them...
But everyday i left my room to school or anything else i got realy paranoid about my mother finding something she was not supposed to find because we all know something called "Shame" and we dont want to have something between our parents wich makes everything weird...
So i had my little hiding spots and how to get them...when i was going to shool my mom game me always money for food so i can buy something at school to eat...i did not spend it on food and saved the money for diapers...
She never knew about it but i was realy stressed to think that she finds them for some reason also belived that she "searches" around my room...She never did but maybe some of u know the feeling... i started with pampers they where "cheap" compared to adult diapers and i always liked the style of it...they looked sooo cute a few years ago then they changed...to the point where i was disappointed because they changed the layer for the tapes on the front to the cloth version wich realy pissed me off...and they stopped putting diffrent animals onfront.... so i was searching and searching but there was nothing to compare... and im not a fan on the white normal adult diapers...and i was pretty sure there are no ABDL themed diapers ...but there are ...atleast nowdays...i wish they did that waaaaay more early...anyway the first one i tried where the Crinklz ...they also changed and the new ones are not the best but still pretty good the tapes dont be soo good but they have doubletapes so that made it better.. and then i found a shop that ship to Germany and i saw all the color printed diaper and they where so big and nice and i dont had to worry anymore about leaks because the pampers 6 idk why but i had the feeling they shrinked over the time and ofcourse i grow... now they have 6+ but there is no diffrence only that they absorb maybe more but still not the same...and with the new adult diapers its just great...i always ordered when my mom wasnt home... when i know she was at holidays or something else...and ordered onetime she saw me getting a big package but she never was someone who would want to know whats in there because if i order something mostly it was something normal from amazon or pc hardware... lately i was thinking about all this and i always had the feeling she knews but dont ask...i ordered yesterday she even took the package from the delivery guy at the door and called me because i was in my room i took it and she was like what did you order? i didnt told her what and she had no clue but did not ask anymore...and...something was wrong with the order so....i told the support...and they sended the package on the same day today i got the 2. package and i was thinking alot about telling her and how easy that would make the hole situation...just thinking about putting them in the dresser and not even have a problem with it or have to think about it in a bad way of her finding them ...anything in that direction...so today the 2. package came and she asked again and i put all my courage together and asked her if she realy wants to know whats in there ...and that its pretty weird but nothing Illigal... and she was sure tell me ... and then i asked her if she is realy sure if she wants to know it and i thought she knew it...but she was not and for me it was the most embarrassing talk i ever had with her but she was completly fine but asked me "why" on interest and i realy dont know and she suggested to go to a specialists if i want to but i told her that i dont want it and she asked me if i dont want to know why it is how it is and if i "need" them and how i made it when i sleeped somewhere else but i dont wear then 24/7 i told her and that i dont want to and she was completly fine the only thing that bothered her was the fact that i did not came to her and told her about it and why i kept it secret but for me it was always something privat its i do for me but now... i feel so good that i told her now i dont have to hide it anymore... and thats something that makes the hole thing 100% better for me now i can leave the house and dont have to care about her finding them but i did not show her them...but i belive she thinks that im wearing normal adult diapers or pampers ... im pretty sure she cant imagenate how they look lol :biggrin: but my mom was always like that and at the end i dont even know why i was hiding it...and she told me that she keeps it as a secret between us so she dont tell my sister or someone else..that makes me pretty happy and took a huge load of my shoulders...and i think its the best thing to do its still abit weird but we dont made something huge out of it sure its a feels abit weird that she knows it and i know it when we see each other but i belive thats just imagination and now all is good thats mostly why i joined this page because i was ordering some rearz safari and saw realy good reviews on diapers on this page :thumbsup: and after this intense talk with her i told my self i have to tell about it here so i joined and wrote this thread to say hi to everyone and want to share my expierence from today
Im from Germany so please dont mind my misspellings or something like that Thank you :thumbsup:
Why i Registered today is because today something happend wich quiet changed alot.
I like diapers for a long time and i always was hiding them...
But everyday i left my room to school or anything else i got realy paranoid about my mother finding something she was not supposed to find because we all know something called "Shame" and we dont want to have something between our parents wich makes everything weird...
So i had my little hiding spots and how to get them...when i was going to shool my mom game me always money for food so i can buy something at school to eat...i did not spend it on food and saved the money for diapers...
She never knew about it but i was realy stressed to think that she finds them for some reason also belived that she "searches" around my room...She never did but maybe some of u know the feeling... i started with pampers they where "cheap" compared to adult diapers and i always liked the style of it...they looked sooo cute a few years ago then they changed...to the point where i was disappointed because they changed the layer for the tapes on the front to the cloth version wich realy pissed me off...and they stopped putting diffrent animals onfront....
so i was searching and searching but there was nothing to compare... and im not a fan on the white normal adult diapers...and i was pretty sure there are no ABDL themed diapers ...but there are ...atleast nowdays...i wish they did that waaaaay more early...anyway the first one i tried where the Crinklz ...they also changed and the new ones are not the best but still pretty good the tapes dont be soo good but they have doubletapes so that made it better.. and then i found a shop that ship to Germany and i saw all the color printed diaper and they where so big and nice and i dont had to worry anymore about leaks because the pampers 6 idk why but i had the feeling they shrinked over the time and ofcourse i grow... now they have 6+ but there is no diffrence only that they absorb maybe more but still not the same...and with the new adult diapers its just great...i always ordered when my mom wasnt home... when i know she was at holidays or something else...and ordered onetime she saw me getting a big package but she never was someone who would want to know whats in there because if i order something mostly it was something normal from amazon or pc hardware... lately i was thinking about all this and i always had the feeling she knews but dont ask...i ordered yesterday she even took the package from the delivery guy at the door and called me because i was in my room i took it and she was like what did you order? i didnt told her what and she had no clue but did not ask anymore...and...something was wrong with the order so....i told the support...and they sended the package on the same day today i got the 2. package and i was thinking alot about telling her and how easy that would make the hole situation...just thinking about putting them in the dresser and not even have a problem with it or have to think about it in a bad way of her finding them ...anything in that direction...so today the 2. package came and she asked again and i put all my courage together and asked her if she realy wants to know whats in there ...and that its pretty weird but nothing Illigal... and she was sure tell me ... and then i asked her if she is realy sure if she wants to know it and i thought she knew it...but she was not and for me it was the most embarrassing talk i ever had with her but she was completly fine but asked me "why" on interest and i realy dont know and she suggested to go to a specialists if i want to but i told her that i dont want it and she asked me if i dont want to know why it is how it is and if i "need" them and how i made it when i sleeped somewhere else but i dont wear then 24/7 i told her and that i dont want to and she was completly fine the only thing that bothered her was the fact that i did not came to her and told her about it and why i kept it secret but for me it was always something privat its i do for me but now... i feel so good that i told her now i dont have to hide it anymore... and thats something that makes the hole thing 100% better for me now i can leave the house and dont have to care about her finding them but i did not show her them...but i belive she thinks that im wearing normal adult diapers or pampers ... im pretty sure she cant imagenate how they look lol :biggrin: but my mom was always like that and at the end i dont even know why i was hiding it...and she told me that she keeps it as a secret between us so she dont tell my sister or someone else..that makes me pretty happy and took a huge load of my shoulders...and i think its the best thing to do its still abit weird but we dont made something huge out of it sure its a feels abit weird that she knows it and i know it when we see each other but i belive thats just imagination and now all is good thats mostly why i joined this page because i was ordering some rearz safari and saw realy good reviews on diapers on this page :thumbsup: and after this intense talk with her i told my self i have to tell about it here so i joined and wrote this thread to say hi to everyone and want to share my expierence from today 
