Well today was the day it finally happened, I used a suppository and within 30 minutes I finally messed my diaper. I have to rate the experience in sections so here it goes:
Inserting the Suppository: 8/10
Messing the diaper: 8/10
Cleanup of Mess: 7.5/10
The whole process was not as bad as I thought, I can honestly say that I would try it again in the future but it won't become a habit. Inserting the suppository was not bad as it went right up there but did live a kinda burning/pressure feeling upon insertion but that passed fairly quickly, I didn't experience cramping at all but did feel like farting/pooping within minutes. After about 25-30 minutes I finally let go and it wasn't hard but it wasn't soft and I didn't poop alot but a fair amount. When I pooped it didn't feel too bad just weird, I pushed a little to help get it out but not much.
After I was done messing the diaper I decided to take the plunge and sit on my poop which to be honest it was not as bad as I thought it would be granted it felt really weird but would be something I would do again.