So I'm writing this because I've been having some really troubling thoughts recently and just wanted to share them. If anyone has any advice then that would be brilliant but if not then that's cool, I'm hoping it will do me good just to be able to share some of these thoughts.
Basically a few evenings ago I had a night mare about telling a new partner about my ABDL side only for them to react badly and tell my friends and family.
Since having this nightmare the past few days I have had these paranoid thoughts running through my head about what would happen if a partner or ex partner where ever to spread my secret.
I'm sure that many of my family, professional and faith circles would react badly.
I know that if I'm luck enough to get into a serious relationship again I'll want to share my ABDL side because I always regretted not telling my fiancee before she died 5 years ago.
Not really sure if I'm after advice or if there is really any that could be given, just really felt like I needed to share this.