I know a lot of people think it's stupid to discuss "what ifs" especially when it's regarding something that is totally fiction, but if you had the opportunity to get rid of your love for diapers and/or AB side with no other side effects, would you do it? I honestly think I would. Although I am not ashamed of being a DL, it does put another layer of difficulty on life. I know my wife hates my diaper wearing and I'm sure everybody else in my family would feel the same way. If I didn't have the strong desire to wear diapers, then I would never have to worry about being caught in diapers in public, having leaks, spending lots of money on them, kids finding my stash, wife flipping out, etc. Kudos to those who wear proudly and don't give a crap what other people see or say and have an accepting spouse/ significant other, but my life would be so much easier without my DL side. Thoughts?
Edit: Some people seem to think that I'm unhappy with myself and life, but that's not the case. I love my diapers and my life. Sure, I wish my wife was more accepting of my diapers, but I'm not desperate to give up my love of diapers and I totally accept myself. But just because you accept yourself, doesn't mean you wouldn't welcome a change. You may accept that you have a beaten down, old junk car and that's fine. But if somebody came to you and said they want to give you a brand new 2017 car with no strings attached, would you get rid of the old piece of junk or would you say, no thanks, Ive accepted who I am and will stay with my car?