I am cross.
I was told the Paddy was going the the crown court on the 23rd when I would find out how long he is going to in prison.
but he was taken to crown today and got 10 months. he was not allowed to call any one. so I was not able to be with him. and I was not able to plead to the judge.
now hear the good bit he all ready done a month so that makes it 9 months and with good behavior it will come down to 4 mouths so he will be out in October / November. any way in time for Santa.
any way does any one feel like they wont to cut a hole in the fabric of space and time and just step through. some time I do think to die would be an awfully big adventure.
I am tired
Tired of pretending i'm a grown up. tired of being scared. Scared of what other people might think, do or say.
Just so tired and I really don't want to play anymore.
sorry I will be back to my usual mysterious self soon.