I didn't get the job. I know it wasn't my fault, but I feel like it was. I've had a mental block since I heard back. I have no idea what to do now. I keep thinking I've reached my peak in life. The day after I heard I had to force myself out of bed. (I think it was heat as well. I have no A/C in my room) I feel a bit better, but still feeling like crap.