Hey all... So I wouldnt call myself an Adult "baby" but my wife and I have a fetish where she keeps me in diapers. Thats the mist of it. No baby stuff other then the diapers. It took me a long time to learn how to teach my brain to pee laying down and not over a toilet out in public etc.. Now I can do it with no problems and I actually enjoy being in a wet diaper. She bought a pair or locking plastic pants in order for me to learn how to poop in a diaper. I have done it, but i normally sit down on the toilet to do it.
She keeps me in the locked diaper while shes at work and Im home. Sometimes I can be in a stinky diaper for a few hours. Nothing more then 2-3 hours though. I guess what Im getting at, she doesnt mind changing me. She normally does it in the shower because I can just rinse right off. But How do I get used to the smell and dirtiness. For me, its gross and embarrassing. I feel like people can smell it if Im out in public and I feel like it leaks ( but it doesnt) For her, she enjoys it and doesnt want me to be embarrassed. I want to learn how to dirty a diaper like in public or etc, and be okay with it.