So, I am basically giving up on trying the 24/7 thing with my living situation. But, as I am abundantly aware, my interest in wearing has not dwindled. I wear when I can, which turns out to be about 5-8 times a week, 6-8 hours each time.
When I wear during these times, I don't really feel like I'm incontinent, but any time I feel an urge coming on, it's hard for me to hold back the urge and inevitable leak, whether it's a little dribble or flood. Like, I never have to stress myself to pee, it will come out. Sometimes, I even catch myself in the middle of the act.
But when I'm out of diapers, in regular underwear, I have no trouble holding it, I'm completely in control.
Would this just be called "getting used to it", or is there a certain psychological incontinence I have now, that when I put on a diaper, my subconscious tells me "it's okay, go ahead"?
I don't know what you would call this, but in any case, I like it!