Just curious if anyone else does this, but a lot of times when I want to be little/wear diapers I find myself resisting for no logical reason. For a while it was because my stash was getting low, but I've recently restocked so I'm good for at least a few months. I just always find "excuses" to not let myself indulge, like it being too hot to get diapered or being too tired to dig things out, but sometimes it feels like there's something more behind it that I'm not quite sure what it is. I've never really experienced the typical strong binge/purge cycle, if anything I'm a lot more careful with my things because being without makes me a bit anxious.
That was a bit rambly but to restate the main point, has anyone else ever found themselves resisting little time even when there's no real reason why you couldn't have some little time?