After my bad fall that involved me..I woke up four days later in the hospital and at first did not really know why I was there as the day of that fall was very sketchy and I was unsure what I had even done to my body,but soon realized that something was not right,when to my surprise a pretty looking nurse was standing over top of me putting a disposable diaper upon my body,when she noticed that I was awake the first thing she said was hi there,and the second was..do you remember being transported here in the Ambulance,and I replied I did not as I could only recall bits and pieces of that bad day and riding in the Ambulance was not one of them,so I asked her if she knew the details of just what happened and she nodded her head that she did,she told me..I know this information because many people came to the hospital to see if you were going to be okay that day and all of them gave statements and every detail involved of what transpired that very hot and sunny afternoon,you had a lot of people that had been watching what it was you were doing that afternoon and all were a bit taken back when the airplane that was a really a big glider got stuck in a very tall tree on one of its branches,you had also told them you had spent all the previous day putting it together and making sure it was perfect for its maiden flight,also this maiden flight was taking place on your 30th birthday and you said it just felt like a very special day to fly it,after the great launch the plane soared in the sky for almost an hour before it headed back to earth,but as it was heading back it encountered a very tall tree and got hung up in one of its many branches,you then decided to climb the tree to retrieve it,then the unthinkable happened when you were roughly 110 feet up the tree..the branch you were on broke and you fell to the ground landing on your back,well when you came here no one was sure,even the doctors..if you were going to make it because you were in very bad shape,both arms were broken and both legs were also broken and you had suffered some internal damage,and I will say that you have a great bunch of friends that were very concerned about you and they never left until they found out if you were going to even recover,and you now have been here for four days,and in those days both your arms and both your legs were repaired,set,and put into a cast's..I then asked her why she was putting a diaper on me,and was told that I had did some nerve damage to a certain spot on my spine and that one could not be repaired,she then told me what you have now is called incontinence and I have changed you many times now and will many times more before you leave here.
Well I started to cry when I heard her say that because I had not worn diapers since I was a baby and my mom used to change me,she also told me that I could be in diapers or some other form of protection for a very long time as there was no procedure so far that could repair any kind of nerve damage..but that an operation has helped in some cases..but there are lots of risk's to you if this is done,because it is your spinal cord after all,and the biggest one is that you could be confined to a wheelchair the rest of your life if something goes wrong,but that is not at all saying that people in wheelchair's live meaningless lives at all,but we did not however even try to do anything with this problem as it was not our decision to make and the doctors decided to wait till you were awake and let you decide this,but because of this damage done you will not get the potty message any more and that is why I have changed you now many times since you have been here..we also determined that there was no other damage done and you will make a full recovery as you got so very very lucky as to even still be here after falling from a height like that and it was all on account of the way you landed..any if you had landed in any other position you would have been in far worse shape,and maybe even not have still been here with us at all,you must have had a guardian angel looking over you,but you will be happy to know that you will make a full recovery and will be able to do most if not all the things that you could do before that very bad fall happened,but will always be in diapers or what ever protection you decide to use for a very long time no matter what it is you are doing,anyways after my very long stay in the hospital and I was released I then started on a program to strengthen all of my muscles that were now so very very week..this therapy lasted for well over a month and at the end of that month they were way stronger,both my arms and my legs but still no where near as to how they once were...one day just by chance I was driving past a golf course and I stopped along the side of the road and watched the players for a long while..then a thought hit me and I said to myself hey I could do a lot to add strength back to my muscles if I was to take up this sport..so the following day I went and bought a set of golf clubs and then went back to that course and joined for a year..well it was the best decision I had ever made as I noticed a big improvement in strength after only two weeks..and I was playing 36 holes of golf per day,I was not any good at the game,but that did not mater because I never took up the sport to be good at it,but I so very much liked it and with some tips from other golfers I was paired with on a daily basis I did learn the correct way to hit that little white ball.
That made it so much funner to be able to do that..as until I joined the club that one day I had never played the game or even watched it on television..5 months later my arms and legs were just as strong as they had ever been and I was even starting to play the game of golf rather well,as far as my diaper wearing that part was not going as well at all and I did for a time think that I would not have to wear them if I started to time myself as to when I had to or thought I had to go to the washroom..this turned out to be way more of a choir then I thought it would be..as most times if not all...by the time I went into the washroom I had already pooped my pants,wet them,or both,after many trials and errors..many errors I went to the store and bought some cloth diapers instead of disposables that up to that point was all I had wore when I did wear them..I talked to some people at the store that were very helpful.and they even told me that wearing a pair of rubber pants over top of the cloth diaper would prevent any leaks that may happen to your street clothing,I then after that left the store but not before thanking all of the staff for their help in this matter,once I got home I turned on the television and to my surprise there was a show on called..How to live with incontinence...and I watched the whole program and was very surprised at just how many people there were in this world that wore adult diapers and rubber pants..it was after watching that show that I decided to stop worrying about things I could not control and that a bad hand was dealt to me,but it sure was not the end of the world..over the next week I fully excepted everything to do with wearing my new found baby garments,including the many diaper changes in a day,as well as the extra laundry as I bought mostly cloth diapers from that day forward as well as many pairs of rubber or plastic pants..and I even bought the colored ones of both,blue.pink.green.yellow,etc etc,so to answer this question that was asked in this forum..I do like wearing diapers very much now,but am only a.. D L..I am not into the adult baby side of it where I use a crib,pacifier,or any of those items,this was a long post I know but you will find in all of my post's and stories I do like to tell all of things that are relevant to it..I even went back to the dating scene and hope to type some of those meeting's as well as many of my diaper adventures..take care all and thank you for reading my post,I enjoyed typing it very much..take care everyone.
