I'm honestly use to being alone. I really am, but I started feeling like "This was it" feeling. Like I was only meant to be alone and do nothing else. My heart sunk for a moment and I couldn't help feeling like it was all true. I have had a problem getting my feeling out to the world. Most people I mostly see as enemies. I've been fighting for a real long time. There were time I thought I find someone special, but I just ended up being used. I just can't bring myself to think about being with someone anymore. My heart just feels too weak. For now I've gotten my loneliness under control, but I still feel like a need a hug.